Wednesday, April 1, 2009

tension,lemah smngt

owh my blog
I NEED U NOW
donno nk cte kt spe da
sorylh ayien
im not willing 2 share wth u my prob right now
huhu mayb later on ok
sory sngt3 k even ko sudi nk dgr kn
bkn ak xperlukan kwn tp ak sndr tgh bengung
ak pn x taw knpe ak pkr cmtuh
ahh tension owh
ak lme da xgado dgn adk2 ak
tp mlm nie la


to ALYA
abg mntk maaf sngt3 klu bt ko terase yer
huhu niat cme nk tego ko
as im ur brother right
akk pn xde skrg
so abglh yg kne tgk2kn korang nie
smntre xsmbg mne2 lg skrg kn
abg nk tgk adk2 abg berjaye
xkn nk jd mcm abg nie
penat skola jauh2,pnt2
bt ape yg abg dpt mmg xbt ayh n ibu berbangge pn
pmr 5a jer,spm lak 4a,mmg xbergune
ko pn nk upsr kn
bljr rajin2 k,bt ibu n ayh bangge
abg terlepas td kate2 yg xpatot tu
yg xelok kn
huhu

abg slalu dgr ibu ckp

"mad,alya dpt mrkh tinggi dlm matemetik"
"mad,alya dpt 3a 2b dlm ujian bulanan"

so keep going as u was on the right phase right now ok
i will always support ya

as ayh pn slalu ckp

"korang nie pnt2 ayh cri duet,
ayh xmntk pn nk korang straight a ker
ayg xtrgt tiggi
bt ayh nk tgk korang layak nk smbg mne2 U ke
blh smbg blaja n berjaye
"

tats all wat my dad ckp
ayg pn slalu ckp
die malu dgn org2 bwh die
even ssh,tp ank2 dieowg still berjaye
ader tuh ank 10,tp ido mmg ssh
tp kbnykn ank2 die dpt msk U


ape yg berlaku td???



nk dipendekkn cte
ak gado dgn alya
smue coz perangai die la
b4 ths mmg ak pnh tego pn
even die xmcm alang yg mudah terase/singgung/amek hati...
tp ttbe tp die melawan ckp ak
so mmg ak pn naek bngglh
then da bngg gle2
plus ak nie hot temp
TERkeluarlh kate2 yg xelok
alya pn ape lg
die mcm mengungkit hal khdpn ak
yelah ak nie pn spm xsbrpe kn
tahler kadg xrse pn blh jd abg yg baek utk adk2 ak
yela ak pn bkn baek sngt


btw,
i need 2 brush up,kiwi shine n mcm2
haha mcm kate syg kn
bkn terase ker per
tp tulah realiti kn
ak xsalahkn my parents ker per
bkn dieowg xbg pendidikn yg sempurne or wat kn
tp mayb its all of myself lh sndr
ak yg xanggap bnde tuh pntg dr dlu lg
hahahak

perasaan ak skrg

tahler,xde mood
terase xbergune

GUD LUCK SYG UTK INTERVIEW
!!!!!!!!!!


act ak sndr pn xdpt nk luah ap yg ad kt otk ak skrg
nie skdr ape yg mampu ak tls k
klu da ok nti insyallah ak update
thx krna sudi membaca:(

2 comments:

najdanhotchocolate said...

syg,life is to fight ok?! so bukan awk 2 x bergune,diri u sendri yg ckp mcm 2,ur parents never scold u with parang ryte u x score,but i knoe ur feeling,i used to face the same situation,
u dah sedar kelemahan diri u,so wake up,stand up and makes ur parents proud at u..from now on believe me,i'll be always with u supporting u okayh?
if u choose 2 be at ALAM i dont mind,dont think bout me but think bout ur parents first,satisfy urself n ur parents first,i can be the next after them,
me too doing the same thing in the sake of my parents feelings,
sume parents nk ank dorg berjaye ryte?
i pon klu fikirkn u,memg i x nk fly klu i dpt fly,tpi my parents used too,so follow them la,its ok,klu ade jodoh x kemane ryte?
so better be positive!go for ur choosen one,and i do love u.think wisely kayh?

Anonymous said...

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